Its a sleepless night and I wander

Its a sleepless night and I wander,
Did I take a lead that I squandered,
Its not new to me that one took a leap of faith,
Only to look back and create clouds around my fate,

If there was just me then I would understand,
Remorse, regret and disappointments that you couldn't withstand,
But that was not the case, still to a decision you raced,
Reminds me of those countless times that I went alone searching for a trace,

Will you, wont you is the question you face,
Risks that I take aren't figments of my own imagination,
Its a sleepless night and I wander in the day,
I look at my own wretched self......... in dismay.